Too much dreaming

What makes two people connect? God, if only I could know! Is a connection something that occurs over a certain period of time? Do you reach a point where your soul and another intertwine?

I like to think in the following way. When I am honest about myself and am happy, I project the best of me. I am the best of me. I can't offer anyone else anything more and I am in a position where I shouldn't expect anyone else to offer any more or less than what's best in them. If you present yourself in the purest of ways, you should only expect and be prepared to receive the same. I'm so in love with people. I see the way in which they are untrue. I know that I cannot be them. I see their petty struggles, but I am not a part of them. It's so fucking sad. I want to remedy everyone's bullshit. 

Then what? Will they be on my level. Or wait, will I be on theirs? Will the tears in casual conversation stop flowing? Will I somehow be free? I want to be free of all the misplaced insecurity.

Maybe I want something that can't be obtained? Too much dreaming and not enough living will isolate you.